1 00:00:02,698 --> 00:00:05,135 Meredith: Wash your hands. Wear a mask. 2 00:00:05,179 --> 00:00:07,616 Stay six feet apart at all times. 3 00:00:07,659 --> 00:00:09,226 Work from home. 4 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:12,186 Only leave the house for essential services. 5 00:00:12,229 --> 00:00:14,666 [ Thermometer beeps ]Thank you, Doctor.All good. 6 00:00:14,710 --> 00:00:16,755 ♪♪ 7 00:00:16,799 --> 00:00:19,889 Camera crew: We're ready here. 8 00:00:19,932 --> 00:00:23,458 In 3, 2...♪ Broken, disillusioned 9 00:00:23,501 --> 00:00:25,286 Good morning, Grey-Sloan. 10 00:00:25,329 --> 00:00:27,244 Richard Webber, here, 11 00:00:27,288 --> 00:00:30,421 ...chief medical officer for the Catherine Fox Foundation. 12 00:00:30,465 --> 00:00:32,249 And at times, we even need you 13 00:00:32,293 --> 00:00:34,164 to isolate from the people you love. 14 00:00:34,208 --> 00:00:37,254 This time has been extremely difficult. 15 00:00:37,298 --> 00:00:38,864 Many members of our staff have been unable 16 00:00:38,908 --> 00:00:41,041 to see their families, 17 00:00:41,084 --> 00:00:43,347 we've struggled with supplies, 18 00:00:43,391 --> 00:00:46,089 and we've lost more patients than we could ever imagine. 19 00:00:46,133 --> 00:00:47,786 I'm so sorry. 20 00:00:47,830 --> 00:00:48,961 Koracick: I gotta say, it's a definite improvement 21 00:00:49,005 --> 00:00:51,181 from his last on-screen performance. 22 00:00:51,225 --> 00:00:53,488 Only two people in the loungeat a time. Covid protocol. 23 00:00:53,531 --> 00:00:54,532 Since when? Since now. 24 00:00:54,576 --> 00:00:56,491 Along with our patients, 25 00:00:56,534 --> 00:00:58,797 we need to take care of each other. 26 00:00:58,841 --> 00:01:00,625 That's why I'm pleased to announce 27 00:01:00,669 --> 00:01:03,324 that Grey-Sloan has been fortunate enough 28 00:01:03,367 --> 00:01:07,154 to secure enough Covid tests for the entire staff. 29 00:01:07,197 --> 00:01:09,721 Today, we will be testing hospital-wide. 30 00:01:09,765 --> 00:01:12,333 It is not an option. 31 00:01:12,376 --> 00:01:14,987 Additionally, and effective immediately, 32 00:01:15,031 --> 00:01:17,164 residents will not be able to go into rooms 33 00:01:17,207 --> 00:01:18,817 with Covid-positive patients 34 00:01:18,861 --> 00:01:21,124 or those patients whose results are pending. 35 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:23,692 Jo: That's half the hospital's patient intake! 36 00:01:23,735 --> 00:01:25,302 Levi: Why?! It is imperative 37 00:01:25,346 --> 00:01:27,870 that we control the hospital's transmission rate 38 00:01:27,913 --> 00:01:29,698 and protect our residents. 39 00:01:29,741 --> 00:01:31,700 Oh, and speaking of residents, 40 00:01:31,743 --> 00:01:34,833 please let's give our new class of interns a warm welcome. 41 00:01:34,877 --> 00:01:37,009 [ Applause ] 42 00:01:37,053 --> 00:01:40,012 And they have graciously agreed to start early 43 00:01:40,056 --> 00:01:41,797 to help us in our time of need. 44 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:43,277 Meredith: We have to press pause 45 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:46,323 on everything that makes us feel like we belong. 46 00:01:46,367 --> 00:01:50,632 Sadly, quarantine looks a lot like surgical internship. 47 00:01:50,675 --> 00:01:52,634 No joy if you want to survive. 48 00:01:52,677 --> 00:01:54,940 Sorry, I went to get a few hoursof sleep. 49 00:01:54,984 --> 00:01:57,029 Hey. Okay. Present. 50 00:01:57,073 --> 00:01:58,596 Mabel: Patient was admittedfor respiratory support 51 00:01:58,640 --> 00:02:01,295 four days ago,after a positive Covid test. 52 00:02:01,338 --> 00:02:04,472 Her O2 is 92%on six liters nasal cannula, 53 00:02:04,515 --> 00:02:06,648 WBC count is downtrending, 54 00:02:06,691 --> 00:02:08,824 and her latest creatinine is .89. 55 00:02:08,867 --> 00:02:10,434 How's she feeling? Any body aches? 56 00:02:10,478 --> 00:02:12,523 Increased fatigue? 57 00:02:12,567 --> 00:02:14,786 Meredith: [ Muffled ] Why don't you ask me yourself?! 58 00:02:16,571 --> 00:02:19,487 Lungs sound good. 59 00:02:19,530 --> 00:02:21,619 Hey. 60 00:02:21,663 --> 00:02:23,795 Meredith: When are you gonnalet me out of here? 61 00:02:23,839 --> 00:02:25,057 Teddy:I'm gonna let you out of here 62 00:02:25,101 --> 00:02:27,016 when I'm convincedyou won't collapse again. 63 00:02:27,059 --> 00:02:30,237 Meredith: Well, that was four days ago. I feel fine. 64 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:32,804 I think you should just release me with supplemental oxygen 65 00:02:32,848 --> 00:02:34,763 so I can go quarantine in a hotel. 66 00:02:34,806 --> 00:02:37,200 Let's give the room to someone who really needs it. 67 00:02:37,244 --> 00:02:39,985 According to the tracker, we're almost at capacity. 68 00:02:40,029 --> 00:02:42,031 I told them to take awayyour log-in privileges 69 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:43,163 so that you would rest. 70 00:02:43,206 --> 00:02:45,948 I have connections. I own the place. 71 00:02:45,991 --> 00:02:48,255 Well, let me take a lookat your inflammatory markers 72 00:02:48,298 --> 00:02:50,605 and your D-dimers,and then we'll talk. 73 00:02:50,648 --> 00:02:52,520 [ Monitor beeping ] 74 00:02:52,563 --> 00:02:54,783 Meredith:Who's on my service?! 75 00:02:54,826 --> 00:02:56,611 It's handled, Mer! We got it! 76 00:02:56,654 --> 00:02:58,395 And will you stop yelling? 77 00:02:58,439 --> 00:03:00,615 You needto save your breath. 78 00:03:00,658 --> 00:03:02,269 [ Meredith sighs ] 79 00:03:02,312 --> 00:03:05,054 [ Flatline ]Maggie: Damn it! 80 00:03:05,097 --> 00:03:07,752 [ Flatline continues ] 81 00:03:13,236 --> 00:03:14,629 [ Flatline continues ] 82 00:03:17,284 --> 00:03:19,634 We were not ableto resuscitate Mrs. Lewis... 83 00:03:19,677 --> 00:03:22,202 Respiratory failure. Time of death 8:12. 84 00:03:22,245 --> 00:03:23,594 Do you want me to call her daughter? 85 00:03:23,638 --> 00:03:25,248 No. I've been getting toknow her these past two weeks. 86 00:03:25,292 --> 00:03:26,380 I should call her. 87 00:03:26,423 --> 00:03:28,033 I want to call her. 88 00:03:31,733 --> 00:03:33,604 You okay? 89 00:03:33,648 --> 00:03:37,260 That's the seventh patientI've lost this week. 90 00:03:37,304 --> 00:03:39,523 I'm sorry. 91 00:03:39,567 --> 00:03:42,526 Me, too. 92 00:03:42,570 --> 00:03:44,267 Are you lost?[ Chuckling ] No. 93 00:03:44,311 --> 00:03:46,138 It's quiet on the peds floor, so I thought I'd come down here 94 00:03:46,182 --> 00:03:48,837 and see if I could ease the burden a little bit. 95 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:50,404 Turns out, adults aren't as funny as kids. 96 00:03:50,447 --> 00:03:53,189 Unless you find death funny. 97 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:55,235 Sorry, I'm in a really dark mood. 98 00:03:55,278 --> 00:03:56,671 How's Grey doing? 99 00:03:56,714 --> 00:03:59,978 Oh, I hear she's bossingeverybody around up there. 100 00:04:00,022 --> 00:04:02,633 Glad to see some things are returning to normal. 101 00:04:02,677 --> 00:04:04,069 Want me to tell her you said hi? 102 00:04:04,113 --> 00:04:07,421 God, no. Wouldn't want her to think she's special. 103 00:04:07,464 --> 00:04:08,813 [ Telephone rings ] 104 00:04:08,857 --> 00:04:11,816 I would get another CRP,ESR, D-dimer, 105 00:04:11,860 --> 00:04:13,644 and I'd like to schedule herfor a chest CT 106 00:04:13,688 --> 00:04:15,255 before we even consider discharging her. 107 00:04:15,298 --> 00:04:16,952 I'm sorry, "I"? 108 00:04:16,995 --> 00:04:18,780 We. You. Whomever. 109 00:04:18,823 --> 00:04:20,651 What's going on?Meredith wants to leave 110 00:04:20,695 --> 00:04:23,828 to go to a hotel. Her pulse ox is above 92%, 111 00:04:23,872 --> 00:04:27,397 her ABG looks good, no fever for 48 hours. 112 00:04:27,441 --> 00:04:29,094 I'll check her daily labs, 113 00:04:29,138 --> 00:04:30,922 but she does not want any more tests. 114 00:04:30,966 --> 00:04:34,230 And this is protocol. 115 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:36,711 And she wants us to follow it. 116 00:04:36,754 --> 00:04:38,321 Meredith breaks protocol for every patient. 117 00:04:38,365 --> 00:04:40,497 We can't break it for her? 118 00:04:40,541 --> 00:04:41,933 Part of being an attending 119 00:04:41,977 --> 00:04:45,067 means no longer askingfor permission. 120 00:04:45,110 --> 00:04:48,375 ♪♪ 121 00:04:48,418 --> 00:04:49,637 DeLuca: Hey!Maggie: Meredith! Oh, my God. 122 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:51,465 Mer? Mer! Hey!Meredith? 123 00:04:51,508 --> 00:04:52,553 Hey! Hey, Mer! 124 00:04:52,596 --> 00:04:54,032 Meredith?Hey, okay, okay. 125 00:04:54,076 --> 00:04:55,686 Meredith? Okay.Let's turn her over. 1, 2, 3. 126 00:04:57,862 --> 00:05:00,343 Meredith, come on.Stay with me, Mer. Hey. 127 00:05:00,387 --> 00:05:03,172 Okay, come on. 128 00:05:03,215 --> 00:05:05,392 Meredith?[ Echoing ] Come on. Come on. 129 00:05:05,435 --> 00:05:07,481 [ In distance ] Meredith! 130 00:05:07,524 --> 00:05:10,353 [ Seagulls crying ] 131 00:05:10,397 --> 00:05:17,447 ♪ Take me in 132 00:05:17,491 --> 00:05:21,016 ♪ Like I've never been 133 00:05:21,059 --> 00:05:27,501 ♪ Lead me now to your heart's chagrin ♪ 134 00:05:27,544 --> 00:05:34,682 ♪ Take me in 135 00:05:34,725 --> 00:05:37,815 ♪ By the river's bend 136 00:05:37,859 --> 00:05:44,169 ♪ Where I can wash away my sins ♪ 137 00:05:44,213 --> 00:05:47,869 ♪ Whoa, won't you take me in 138 00:05:47,912 --> 00:05:49,914 ♪♪ 139 00:05:49,958 --> 00:05:52,656 ♪ Walk me down 140 00:05:52,700 --> 00:05:54,354 Meredith!♪ Walk me down 141 00:05:54,397 --> 00:05:56,530 ♪ Walk me down 142 00:05:56,573 --> 00:06:00,316 ♪ To the hollow ground 143 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:05,843 ♪ There I promise not to lose my crown ♪ 144 00:06:07,105 --> 00:06:13,938 ♪♪ 145 00:06:13,982 --> 00:06:18,769 ♪ Won't you take me in 146 00:06:18,813 --> 00:06:23,731 ♪ Oh, won't you take me in 147 00:06:23,774 --> 00:06:26,734 Captioning provided by ABC Studios and ABC, Inc. 148 00:06:26,777 --> 00:06:29,519 and brought to you by: Ford, Built Ford Proud 149 00:06:36,526 --> 00:06:38,441 Maggie: Mer?DeLuca: Mer? 150 00:06:38,485 --> 00:06:39,834 Hey, Mer, you passed out.Okay, sats are 88. 151 00:06:39,877 --> 00:06:41,096 Hey, do you know where you are? Can you hear me? 152 00:06:41,139 --> 00:06:42,837 Meredith: I can hear you. And you're loud. 153 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:44,795 Well, sorry. 154 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:46,667 ♪♪ 155 00:06:46,710 --> 00:06:48,016 Come on. Take a deep breath for me. 156 00:06:48,059 --> 00:06:49,104 Come on. 157 00:06:49,147 --> 00:06:50,714 [ Groans ] 158 00:06:50,758 --> 00:06:52,803 [ Coughing ] 159 00:06:52,847 --> 00:06:55,589 I just was trying to take a couple of steps. 160 00:06:55,632 --> 00:06:58,287 I thought I could make it. 161 00:06:58,330 --> 00:06:59,941 I want to go to the beach. 162 00:06:59,984 --> 00:07:03,727 The only place you're going isradiology for a chest CT, Mer. 163 00:07:03,771 --> 00:07:05,860 No more tests. 164 00:07:05,903 --> 00:07:09,298 Meredith, that is where we are going right now. 165 00:07:09,341 --> 00:07:10,995 [ Coughs ] 166 00:07:11,039 --> 00:07:17,698 ♪♪ 167 00:07:17,741 --> 00:07:19,526 [ Exhales ] 168 00:07:19,569 --> 00:07:21,092 Link: E-Excuse me. Ma'am, 169 00:07:21,136 --> 00:07:23,486 despite what you may read or hear in the news, 170 00:07:23,530 --> 00:07:26,358 sunlight does not in fact kill Covid-19. 171 00:07:26,402 --> 00:07:29,187 Ha. I've been coveringMeredith's service. 172 00:07:29,231 --> 00:07:32,016 I haven't been outsidein four days. 173 00:07:32,060 --> 00:07:33,975 What are you doing here? Hand trauma. 174 00:07:34,018 --> 00:07:36,543 You left Amelia alonewith four kids for a hand? 175 00:07:36,586 --> 00:07:37,674 She told me to come in. 176 00:07:37,718 --> 00:07:40,242 Oh. You're already annoying her. 177 00:07:40,285 --> 00:07:42,418 What's on your shirt? 178 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:45,160 Ooh, that's, uh, syrup? 179 00:07:45,203 --> 00:07:47,031 I made pancakes this morning. 180 00:07:47,075 --> 00:07:49,294 Weird. You're a dad. 181 00:07:49,338 --> 00:07:50,470 Missed you! Yeah. 182 00:07:50,513 --> 00:07:52,472 [ Laughs ] 183 00:07:52,515 --> 00:07:54,778 Abdominal pain consult in the ER. 184 00:07:54,822 --> 00:07:56,606 [ Snaps fingers ] I have faith in you. 185 00:07:56,650 --> 00:07:58,913 Covid test is still pending. 186 00:07:58,956 --> 00:08:01,306 I feel like I could just lay down and die. 187 00:08:01,350 --> 00:08:03,526 Ah.[ Imitates spitting ] 188 00:08:03,570 --> 00:08:05,528 You really shouldn't say thatduring a pandemic. 189 00:08:05,572 --> 00:08:06,573 God. 190 00:08:09,967 --> 00:08:11,795 DeLuca: We should havegotten scans hours ago. 191 00:08:11,839 --> 00:08:14,015 Teddy: She felt fine hours ago.That's the thingwith these patients. 192 00:08:14,058 --> 00:08:15,538 They think that they'reon the other side of this thing, 193 00:08:15,582 --> 00:08:17,018 and then they tank.Maggie: DeLuca -- 194 00:08:17,061 --> 00:08:18,280 Instead of waiting around,we should have started 195 00:08:18,323 --> 00:08:20,891 interferon alpha 2b,anti-retrovirals, 196 00:08:20,935 --> 00:08:22,502 antimalarial drugs. 197 00:08:22,545 --> 00:08:25,548 I got a-a dozen patients in theICU already on this protocol. 198 00:08:25,592 --> 00:08:26,941 And you're seeing positive results? 199 00:08:26,984 --> 00:08:28,595 With some, but I've alsoread a lot of studies 200 00:08:28,638 --> 00:08:30,161 that show that these meds,they reduce the sev-- 201 00:08:30,205 --> 00:08:31,685 Teddy: What studies?Are these peer-reviewed? 202 00:08:31,728 --> 00:08:33,077 Have they been published?They're credible. 203 00:08:33,121 --> 00:08:36,341 Nothing is credible. Not yet. 204 00:08:36,385 --> 00:08:37,604 And I don't feel comfortable 205 00:08:37,647 --> 00:08:39,475 giving Meredith Grey some experimental drug 206 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:41,608 that's gotten some foot traffic on a Reddit board. 207 00:08:41,651 --> 00:08:42,826 Let's just get the scans first. 208 00:08:42,870 --> 00:08:44,524 We can fight about the plan later. 209 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:48,528 ♪♪ 210 00:08:48,571 --> 00:08:50,181 [ Groans ] 211 00:08:50,225 --> 00:08:51,531 Jo: Val Ashton? 212 00:08:51,574 --> 00:08:54,403 Hi. I'm Dr. Wilson. 213 00:08:54,446 --> 00:08:57,145 Okay, so you've had abdominal pain and vomiting 214 00:08:57,188 --> 00:08:59,277 for the last two weeks?Val: But it's not Covid. 215 00:08:59,321 --> 00:09:01,976 I have gone nowhere,seen no one, touched nothing. 216 00:09:02,019 --> 00:09:05,457 I couldn't stop talkingto the nurse that took my blood. 217 00:09:05,501 --> 00:09:07,111 It was the firstin-person conversation 218 00:09:07,155 --> 00:09:08,765 I had had in months. 219 00:09:08,809 --> 00:09:11,159 I told her aboutthe fight with my co-worker, 220 00:09:11,202 --> 00:09:12,421 all about my ex. 221 00:09:12,464 --> 00:09:15,250 And I thinkI invited her to lunch. 222 00:09:15,293 --> 00:09:17,861 [ Chuckling ] Don't worry. They're used to it. Mnh. 223 00:09:17,905 --> 00:09:21,343 Okay, so your labs came back already, and... 224 00:09:21,386 --> 00:09:22,953 congratulations. 225 00:09:22,997 --> 00:09:24,520 You don't have Covid. 226 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:27,131 You're just pregnant. 227 00:09:27,175 --> 00:09:28,959 What? Pregnant. 228 00:09:29,003 --> 00:09:30,831 What? Yaay? 229 00:09:33,834 --> 00:09:35,139 Jackson: Sorry they even called you in. 230 00:09:35,183 --> 00:09:36,488 I know you're technically on leave, 231 00:09:36,532 --> 00:09:38,578 so if you need to --Link: Happy to help! 232 00:09:38,621 --> 00:09:41,624 What do we got?Manoj: Ssssh. 233 00:09:41,668 --> 00:09:45,149 Bryan, Lucy needs time 234 00:09:45,193 --> 00:09:48,936 and she needs patience.Try again. 235 00:09:48,979 --> 00:09:50,720 Any chance you can come backin 15 minutes? 236 00:09:50,764 --> 00:09:52,722 My clients are aboutto have a major breakthrough. 237 00:09:52,766 --> 00:09:54,463 No, sorry. 238 00:09:54,506 --> 00:09:56,073 Helm? 239 00:09:56,117 --> 00:09:58,946 Taryn: Manoj Joshi, closed crush injury to the right hand 240 00:09:58,989 --> 00:10:00,643 due to a sandblaster falling on it. 241 00:10:00,687 --> 00:10:03,428 He presents with pain, swelling, and numbness. 242 00:10:03,472 --> 00:10:04,865 X-rays didn't show any fractures. 243 00:10:04,908 --> 00:10:07,302 But he does have delayed capillary refill. 244 00:10:07,345 --> 00:10:09,521 Manoj: My therapy practice has boomed with the pandemic, 245 00:10:09,565 --> 00:10:11,088 so I finally could afford to make some improvements 246 00:10:11,132 --> 00:10:13,003 to my home office. 247 00:10:13,047 --> 00:10:15,266 [ Strained ] I guess I should have let a professional do it. 248 00:10:15,310 --> 00:10:16,659 [ Groaning ] 249 00:10:18,574 --> 00:10:21,011 How long is my handgonna be out of commission? 250 00:10:21,055 --> 00:10:23,492 I do a lot of demonstration in my work. 251 00:10:23,535 --> 00:10:25,799 As a...therapist? 252 00:10:25,842 --> 00:10:27,975 [ Lucy moans]Bryan: Do I do it counter-clockwise now, Dr. J? 253 00:10:28,018 --> 00:10:29,280 [ Moaning] I think she likes it. 254 00:10:29,324 --> 00:10:31,369 Jackson: Oh!Manoj: Sex therapist. 255 00:10:31,413 --> 00:10:32,762 Taryn: Mute, mute, mute. 256 00:10:32,806 --> 00:10:35,722 [ Moaning stops] 257 00:10:35,765 --> 00:10:37,462 You think it's a joke.Link: Absolutely not. 258 00:10:37,506 --> 00:10:39,551 Physical touch and pleasure 259 00:10:39,595 --> 00:10:42,729 are two of the most importantforms of communication. 260 00:10:42,772 --> 00:10:44,731 What I teachis more vital than ever 261 00:10:44,774 --> 00:10:45,906 in the middle of a global crisis 262 00:10:45,949 --> 00:10:47,472 that's destroying human connection. 263 00:10:47,516 --> 00:10:49,213 I need my hand to function. 264 00:10:49,257 --> 00:10:52,042 Well, we just need a CT to determine if you need surgery. 265 00:10:52,086 --> 00:10:53,565 Fine. 266 00:10:55,524 --> 00:10:56,917 Can I have the room now? 267 00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:58,788 -Yep. -Yep. 268 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:01,008 [ Lucy moaning]Alright, Bryan. 269 00:11:01,051 --> 00:11:02,879 See, Lucy likes that. 270 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,536 Owen: Drive-thru testing should be upand running by tomorrow morning. 271 00:11:07,579 --> 00:11:09,320 Thank you for that, Webber.Richard: Sure. 272 00:11:09,364 --> 00:11:12,802 I asked Koracick about that for weeks. 273 00:11:12,846 --> 00:11:14,543 Bailey:Uh, speaking of inefficiencies, 274 00:11:14,586 --> 00:11:15,979 I have a whole list 275 00:11:16,023 --> 00:11:18,590 of things Tom Koracick didthat I'd like to change. 276 00:11:18,634 --> 00:11:20,331 Richard: How about putting it in writing, you know? 277 00:11:20,375 --> 00:11:21,724 E-mail me. 278 00:11:21,768 --> 00:11:24,509 Uh, since whendo you prefer e-mail? 279 00:11:24,553 --> 00:11:26,555 Ah. Times have changed 280 00:11:26,598 --> 00:11:28,122 since the last time I was chief, Bailey. 281 00:11:28,165 --> 00:11:30,951 You got to keep up.Of chiefs. Chief ofchiefs. 282 00:11:30,994 --> 00:11:33,605 I'm still chief.And I'm still yours. 283 00:11:33,649 --> 00:11:37,697 Well, now that you have his job,what happens to Tom Koracick? 284 00:11:37,740 --> 00:11:40,134 Don't worry about him. [ Grunts ] 285 00:11:40,177 --> 00:11:41,701 I have a plan. 286 00:11:44,921 --> 00:11:47,315 I am Dr. Thomas Koracick, 287 00:11:47,358 --> 00:11:49,709 but you can call me Dr. Koracick. 288 00:11:49,752 --> 00:11:51,275 Maybe you were expecting Dr. Webber, 289 00:11:51,319 --> 00:11:53,060 but today is a day of many surprises. 290 00:11:53,103 --> 00:11:55,323 The first of which,I have drawn a very short straw. 291 00:11:55,366 --> 00:11:58,065 The second, you have won the lottery today. 292 00:11:58,108 --> 00:12:00,328 I'd spend some time regaling youwith my accomplishments, 293 00:12:00,371 --> 00:12:01,851 but I'm very busy. 294 00:12:01,895 --> 00:12:03,635 Treat yourself to an Internet search. 295 00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:05,594 Which one are you?Reza Khan. 296 00:12:05,637 --> 00:12:07,639 You're on scut. 297 00:12:07,683 --> 00:12:08,771 Respectfully, I can handle more. 298 00:12:08,815 --> 00:12:10,686 I'm a vascular surgeon in Pakistan. 299 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,644 The U.S. is just making me repeat my training. 300 00:12:12,688 --> 00:12:14,603 Ah, unfortunate. But you're still on scut. 301 00:12:14,646 --> 00:12:16,779 Chee? Progress notes. 302 00:12:16,823 --> 00:12:18,607 Jensen, discharges. 303 00:12:18,650 --> 00:12:22,785 Ortiz, a new shipment of PPE andtesting supplies arrives today. 304 00:12:22,829 --> 00:12:24,395 You get to sort them. Riveting. 305 00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:26,571 Excuse me? Which Ortiz? 306 00:12:26,615 --> 00:12:29,400 I'm Sara Ortiz.And I'm Alma Ortiz, her mother. 307 00:12:29,444 --> 00:12:32,055 We both matched here.Ah, how sweet. 308 00:12:32,099 --> 00:12:33,578 But two interns with the same name won't fly. 309 00:12:33,622 --> 00:12:35,450 Who's changing theirs? 310 00:12:35,493 --> 00:12:39,584 Alright, we'll go with nicknames. 311 00:12:39,628 --> 00:12:41,195 Big O, Little O? 312 00:12:41,238 --> 00:12:42,413 You decide. 313 00:12:42,457 --> 00:12:44,459 Name tags for everyone. 314 00:12:45,895 --> 00:12:48,985 If you need anything at all, 315 00:12:49,029 --> 00:12:50,291 ask someone else. 316 00:12:51,683 --> 00:12:52,728 [ Scoffs ] 317 00:12:54,382 --> 00:12:55,600 [ Monitor beeping ] 318 00:12:55,644 --> 00:12:58,386 Meredith: Ground-glassopacities of the lungs. 319 00:12:58,429 --> 00:12:59,953 Someone sent me an article 320 00:12:59,996 --> 00:13:03,739 about triple antiviral therapyfor Covid patients. 321 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:05,132 The side effects are kind of tricky, 322 00:13:05,175 --> 00:13:06,655 but I think I could handle it. 323 00:13:06,698 --> 00:13:08,526 You're supposed to be resting. 324 00:13:08,570 --> 00:13:11,529 I specifically asked them not to give you a tablet. 325 00:13:11,573 --> 00:13:13,749 Here, I found it. 326 00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:15,795 Triple antiviral therapy. 327 00:13:15,838 --> 00:13:18,275 Phase 2 trial of combinationantiviral therapy 328 00:13:18,319 --> 00:13:20,930 could speed recoveryin Covid patients. 329 00:13:20,974 --> 00:13:22,976 What do you think? 330 00:13:23,019 --> 00:13:24,673 I'll ask Altman. 331 00:13:24,716 --> 00:13:32,420 ♪♪ 332 00:13:32,463 --> 00:13:33,725 Maggie: Are you good? 333 00:13:33,769 --> 00:13:35,292 Teddy: I'm sorry.I don't know what you mean. 334 00:13:35,336 --> 00:13:37,512 I mean are you good? Because I've respected the boundaries 335 00:13:37,555 --> 00:13:38,687 for the last four days. 336 00:13:38,730 --> 00:13:40,210 I've played the role of family member. 337 00:13:40,254 --> 00:13:43,170 I have respected your authority as a physician. 338 00:13:43,213 --> 00:13:44,824 Maggie, I've got this.Do you? 339 00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:46,477 Because we both know what happens 340 00:13:46,521 --> 00:13:49,219 when a patient's lungs start to look like that. 341 00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:51,656 They could turn on us at any moment. 342 00:13:53,397 --> 00:13:57,314 So I need you to swear 343 00:13:57,358 --> 00:13:59,447 that no matter what is going on in your personal life, 344 00:13:59,490 --> 00:14:02,363 you have this. 345 00:14:02,406 --> 00:14:06,149 [ Crying ] Because I can't be her doctor. 346 00:14:06,193 --> 00:14:09,196 I have to be her sister. 347 00:14:09,239 --> 00:14:11,894 I have this. 348 00:14:11,938 --> 00:14:13,504 I'd like DeLuca to be on her medical team. 349 00:14:13,548 --> 00:14:15,942 He's seen more Covid cases than any of us. 350 00:14:15,985 --> 00:14:17,682 Okay. 351 00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:21,295 ♪♪ 352 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:31,566 My husband and Itried to get pregnant for years. 353 00:14:31,609 --> 00:14:33,785 Six rounds of IVF. 354 00:14:33,829 --> 00:14:35,962 And we ended up with no baby,no savings, 355 00:14:36,005 --> 00:14:37,615 and we hated each other. 356 00:14:37,659 --> 00:14:39,095 So we split up. 357 00:14:39,139 --> 00:14:42,925 And then I had a one-night standwith this weirdo, Newman, 358 00:14:42,969 --> 00:14:45,710 who was renting our back housefor a couple of weeks. 359 00:14:45,754 --> 00:14:48,061 I had lost my job, had some wine, 360 00:14:48,104 --> 00:14:50,890 then I switched to tequila.[ Jo laughs ] 361 00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:52,282 Ugh! 362 00:14:52,326 --> 00:14:55,285 My rock bottomis the father of my baby. 363 00:14:55,329 --> 00:14:56,634 Carina: He's not. 364 00:14:56,678 --> 00:14:59,942 What?I see no baby. 365 00:14:59,986 --> 00:15:01,030 I'm not pregnant? 366 00:15:01,074 --> 00:15:04,077 I'm sorry, but no. 367 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:05,469 [ Gasps ] 368 00:15:05,513 --> 00:15:07,558 A positive pregnancy test with no pregnancy 369 00:15:07,602 --> 00:15:09,343 can indicate other things. 370 00:15:09,386 --> 00:15:10,605 I'll order a scan. 371 00:15:10,648 --> 00:15:12,346 Other things like what? 372 00:15:12,389 --> 00:15:15,871 Some tumors, uh, can release beta HCG. 373 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:17,307 A tumor?We will take it 374 00:15:17,351 --> 00:15:20,354 one step at a time. 375 00:15:20,397 --> 00:15:23,139 [ Crying ] 376 00:15:23,183 --> 00:15:25,185 ♪♪ 377 00:15:25,228 --> 00:15:26,969 Link: I saw the scans. 378 00:15:27,013 --> 00:15:28,884 Displaced fracture of the hook of the hamate? 379 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:30,407 Jackson: Exactly.You know, the ulnar artery 380 00:15:30,451 --> 00:15:31,974 looks a little narrowby the fracture site, 381 00:15:32,018 --> 00:15:33,802 which I've seen in plenty of patients 382 00:15:33,845 --> 00:15:36,196 that use a lot of vibrating power tools. 383 00:15:36,239 --> 00:15:37,893 You don't say. 384 00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:39,677 Yeah. You gonna be able to help me with the excision 385 00:15:39,721 --> 00:15:41,810 or you got to get back?Oh, I'm staying. 386 00:15:41,853 --> 00:15:45,205 Four kids in lockdown. Thisplace is like a dream vacation. 387 00:15:45,248 --> 00:15:47,990 Got to say I think I'm a little jealous. 388 00:15:48,034 --> 00:15:50,036 I don't get to see my Harriet as much as I used to 389 00:15:50,079 --> 00:15:51,951 'cause I take more Covid shifts than my ex, 390 00:15:51,994 --> 00:15:53,778 so she's with her stepdad more than me, 391 00:15:53,822 --> 00:15:55,084 which, you know, he's a good guy, 392 00:15:55,128 --> 00:15:56,390 but I don't like hearing 393 00:15:56,433 --> 00:15:59,175 that Matthew cuts sandwiches better than Dada. 394 00:15:59,219 --> 00:16:00,829 Kinda weird having my place so quiet. 395 00:16:00,872 --> 00:16:02,439 I kinda miss the mess, honestly. 396 00:16:02,483 --> 00:16:05,007 Taryn: Apparently he's famousin the Pacific Northwest. 397 00:16:05,051 --> 00:16:06,182 He saves marriages. 398 00:16:06,226 --> 00:16:07,792 You're Googling our patient, Helm, really? 399 00:16:07,836 --> 00:16:09,664 Whoa, 37 an hour. 400 00:16:09,707 --> 00:16:11,753 37...dollars? Like his rate? 401 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:15,670 No.Not possible. 402 00:16:15,713 --> 00:16:17,367 Good to have goals. 403 00:16:17,411 --> 00:16:20,762 ♪♪ 404 00:16:20,805 --> 00:16:22,024 Karen: You're doing it wrong. 405 00:16:22,068 --> 00:16:23,678 No, you're doing it wrong again. 406 00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,332 Hey, are you in charge of him? 407 00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:27,290 Koracick: Well, depends. Has he killed anyone, or -- 408 00:16:27,334 --> 00:16:28,857 I've been waiting for the progress notes 409 00:16:28,900 --> 00:16:32,165 and summaries for two hours,and he hasn't even finished one. 410 00:16:32,208 --> 00:16:33,644 Fix it. 411 00:16:33,688 --> 00:16:36,908 You clearly don't knowhow to make friends. 412 00:16:36,952 --> 00:16:38,475 Scoot. 413 00:16:38,519 --> 00:16:40,347 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 414 00:16:40,390 --> 00:16:42,305 [ Indistinct conversations in distance ] 415 00:16:45,656 --> 00:16:47,919 Well, here's your problem,next to "Discharged." 416 00:16:47,963 --> 00:16:49,834 I-I-I type "Home and awaiting follow-up." 417 00:16:49,878 --> 00:16:51,401 And I keep getting "Error." 418 00:16:51,445 --> 00:16:52,794 That's because they're notbeing discharged to go home. 419 00:16:52,837 --> 00:16:54,274 They're being dischargedto the morgue 420 00:16:54,317 --> 00:16:56,841 or to the giant Popsicle truckin the south parking lot, 421 00:16:56,885 --> 00:16:59,844 which is very sad. 422 00:16:59,888 --> 00:17:01,716 All these people have died? 423 00:17:01,759 --> 00:17:03,761 You're doing death summariesduring a global pandemic, 424 00:17:03,805 --> 00:17:06,851 so...yes. 425 00:17:06,895 --> 00:17:08,244 All dead. 426 00:17:08,288 --> 00:17:10,029 Carry on. 427 00:17:10,072 --> 00:17:13,336 ♪♪ 428 00:17:13,380 --> 00:17:15,947 Bailey: Wilson, I need you to keep covering Grey's service. 429 00:17:15,991 --> 00:17:18,689 I'm hoping to persuade Dr. Webber 430 00:17:18,733 --> 00:17:20,778 to come back to the OR, 431 00:17:20,822 --> 00:17:23,303 whenever he finishes adjusting his crown. 432 00:17:23,346 --> 00:17:24,434 Chief of chiefs. 433 00:17:24,478 --> 00:17:26,262 I could be chief of chiefs. 434 00:17:26,306 --> 00:17:27,481 You'd be really goodat that. 435 00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:29,526 Hmm. What do you got? 436 00:17:29,570 --> 00:17:33,965 Jo: Abdominal pain, vomiting,positive beta HCG. 437 00:17:34,009 --> 00:17:35,706 She's not pregnant,but I want to rule out a mass. 438 00:17:35,750 --> 00:17:37,491 Levi: Mass! There. In the liver. 439 00:17:37,534 --> 00:17:41,147 That is no mass. That is a fetus. 440 00:17:41,190 --> 00:17:44,672 She is pregnant, but her babyis attached to her liver? 441 00:17:44,715 --> 00:17:46,195 [ Gasps ]Mine. 442 00:17:46,239 --> 00:17:47,805 Uh, th-this patient doesn't have Covid. 443 00:17:47,849 --> 00:17:50,330 I'm allowed to be on the case. 444 00:17:50,373 --> 00:17:53,246 [ Sighs ] 445 00:17:53,289 --> 00:17:55,204 Bailey: I feel better. 446 00:17:55,248 --> 00:17:58,947 ♪♪ 447 00:17:58,990 --> 00:18:01,341 Amelia: Go wash up, Ellis. 448 00:18:01,384 --> 00:18:03,995 Shh, Amelia,you'll increase her heart rate. 449 00:18:04,039 --> 00:18:05,127 What's happening? 450 00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,782 We were watching you sleep.Why? 451 00:18:07,825 --> 00:18:09,436 Well, we didn't want to wake you. 452 00:18:09,479 --> 00:18:12,134 How are you feeling?Like I want to go back to sleep. 453 00:18:12,178 --> 00:18:14,223 How are my kids? Did Bailey lose that tooth yet? 454 00:18:14,267 --> 00:18:15,746 They miss you. 455 00:18:15,790 --> 00:18:18,009 Bailey's tooth is stubbornly still there. 456 00:18:18,053 --> 00:18:20,664 So, Meredith,I was looking at your chart, 457 00:18:20,708 --> 00:18:24,494 and I noticedyour healthcare directive. 458 00:18:24,538 --> 00:18:26,583 It says --I know what it says. 459 00:18:26,627 --> 00:18:29,760 Okay. Good. Um, so, 460 00:18:29,804 --> 00:18:31,632 well, we were thinkingthat maybe 461 00:18:31,675 --> 00:18:33,286 you might want to reconsider. 462 00:18:33,329 --> 00:18:34,765 Ellis: Mama? 463 00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:37,290 Is that Mama? Is she okay? 464 00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:39,553 Hold on, Ellis. I-I will let you talk to her 465 00:18:39,596 --> 00:18:40,989 in one minute, okay? 466 00:18:41,032 --> 00:18:42,904 Put her on, Amelia. Of course, I -- 467 00:18:42,947 --> 00:18:45,167 But can we talk about w-what happens if you suddenly -- 468 00:18:45,211 --> 00:18:48,344 I don't want to talk about that.I want to talk to my kids. 469 00:18:48,388 --> 00:18:50,390 Mama! Hey. 470 00:18:50,433 --> 00:18:52,218 Look at you, so big. 471 00:18:52,261 --> 00:18:54,872 Auntie Amelia is feeding you all that growing-food, huh? 472 00:18:54,916 --> 00:18:58,833 [ Ellis laughs] 473 00:18:58,876 --> 00:19:01,183 I love you so much, Ellie bell. 474 00:19:01,227 --> 00:19:06,145 ♪♪ 475 00:19:06,188 --> 00:19:08,625 [ Waves crashing ] 476 00:19:12,586 --> 00:19:19,419 ♪♪ 477 00:19:19,462 --> 00:19:26,339 ♪♪ 478 00:19:26,382 --> 00:19:33,259 ♪♪ 479 00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:35,391 Derek! 480 00:19:35,435 --> 00:19:42,572 ♪♪ 481 00:19:42,616 --> 00:19:44,879 Why can't I get anywhere?! 482 00:19:44,922 --> 00:19:46,489 Derek:You're worried about the kids! 483 00:19:46,533 --> 00:19:48,099 I don't understand! 484 00:19:48,143 --> 00:19:50,711 The sand isn't real,Meredith! 485 00:19:52,321 --> 00:19:54,802 I miss you! 486 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:56,412 I know. 487 00:19:56,456 --> 00:20:03,898 ♪♪ 488 00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:12,080 [ Siren wailing in distance ] 489 00:20:12,123 --> 00:20:14,517 Teddy: Hey. Things seem to be running smoothly down here. 490 00:20:14,561 --> 00:20:15,823 Owen: Webber. 491 00:20:15,866 --> 00:20:17,520 Right. 492 00:20:17,564 --> 00:20:19,479 I talked to the kids this morning. 493 00:20:19,522 --> 00:20:21,611 They seem good. Spoiled. 494 00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:23,657 How's Meredith? 495 00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:25,354 Her numbers aren't where they should be. 496 00:20:25,398 --> 00:20:28,401 I got to drop these off. 497 00:20:28,444 --> 00:20:30,229 Owen: Ortiz?Sara: I'm sorry. 498 00:20:30,272 --> 00:20:31,926 For what? 499 00:20:31,969 --> 00:20:33,623 I don't know.Your PPE's on incorrectly. 500 00:20:33,667 --> 00:20:35,364 Your gown is loose in the back, 501 00:20:35,408 --> 00:20:36,974 and you just touched the inside of it with your gloved hand. 502 00:20:37,018 --> 00:20:39,020 And your face shield is not in place. 503 00:20:39,063 --> 00:20:41,370 Tseng, show her how to correctlydon and doff PPE, 504 00:20:41,414 --> 00:20:43,024 which someone should have shown her first thing this morning. 505 00:20:43,067 --> 00:20:44,634 But I'm next in line, so c--Now. 506 00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:53,295 Val:There's a baby in my liver? 507 00:20:53,339 --> 00:20:55,428 Jo: You have what's called an abdominal pregnancy, 508 00:20:55,471 --> 00:20:58,561 where the fetus develops outside of the uterus. 509 00:20:58,605 --> 00:21:00,824 You're about 26 weeks. 510 00:21:00,868 --> 00:21:03,174 Carina: Val, these pregnancies 511 00:21:03,218 --> 00:21:04,872 don't normally survive to term, 512 00:21:04,915 --> 00:21:08,615 but your baby is very much alive. 513 00:21:08,658 --> 00:21:12,183 Your case is extremely rare. 514 00:21:12,227 --> 00:21:17,667 He made me feel like crapfor eight years. 515 00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:21,410 Every time IVF didn't work... 516 00:21:21,454 --> 00:21:23,325 [Scoffs] he wouldlook at the doctor and say, 517 00:21:23,369 --> 00:21:26,154 "Well, what can she dodifferently next time?" 518 00:21:26,197 --> 00:21:28,548 When clearly it was his fault. 519 00:21:28,591 --> 00:21:30,245 Because I had a one-night stand 520 00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:32,291 with a guy that wearssquare computer glasses, 521 00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:35,076 and I'm knocked up. 522 00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:36,991 Carina: Val. 523 00:21:37,034 --> 00:21:38,993 [ Monitor beeping ] 524 00:21:42,475 --> 00:21:44,607 Do you want this baby? 525 00:21:44,651 --> 00:21:46,870 ♪♪ 526 00:21:46,914 --> 00:21:48,611 [ Inhales tearfully ] 527 00:21:48,655 --> 00:21:49,917 [ Chuckles ]Jo: Okay. 528 00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:52,615 Then we need to deliver her today. 529 00:21:52,659 --> 00:21:54,095 The growth of the placenta 530 00:21:54,138 --> 00:21:56,184 could cause the liver to bleed at any moment, 531 00:21:56,227 --> 00:21:59,579 and we need to operate to save you both...now. 532 00:21:59,622 --> 00:22:00,884 [ Chuckling ] It's a girl? 533 00:22:00,928 --> 00:22:04,366 Yes, it is. 534 00:22:04,410 --> 00:22:06,368 Luna. 535 00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:08,414 That's her name. 536 00:22:08,457 --> 00:22:12,113 Ever since I was a little girl,I knew my daughter's name. 537 00:22:12,156 --> 00:22:14,071 ♪♪ 538 00:22:14,115 --> 00:22:15,769 Val. 539 00:22:17,292 --> 00:22:18,946 Yeah, okay. 540 00:22:18,989 --> 00:22:21,252 Let's get her out! 541 00:22:21,296 --> 00:22:23,951 ♪♪ 542 00:22:23,994 --> 00:22:26,823 Woman on P.A.: Dr. Sung to Recovery. 543 00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:28,390 Dr. Sung to Recovery. 544 00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:30,914 [ Monitor beeping ] 545 00:22:30,958 --> 00:22:32,960 [ Indistinct conversations in distance ] 546 00:22:36,006 --> 00:22:38,531 Meredith: If you think I lookbad, you should see my lungs. 547 00:22:38,574 --> 00:22:40,533 Not funny. 548 00:22:40,576 --> 00:22:43,013 We need to talk about your POA. 549 00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:47,931 My sisters sent you in here. 550 00:22:47,975 --> 00:22:50,499 I knowwhat Alex Karev means to you. 551 00:22:50,543 --> 00:22:53,633 And I know he would haveyour best interests at heart. 552 00:22:53,676 --> 00:22:56,026 But he is halfway across the country, 553 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:58,028 and we can't even travel yet. 554 00:22:58,072 --> 00:23:02,163 Look, God forbid,this thing gets any worse, 555 00:23:02,206 --> 00:23:06,123 he might have to make decisionsregarding your care. 556 00:23:06,167 --> 00:23:11,564 And you know those decisionscan be rough over the phone. 557 00:23:11,607 --> 00:23:13,696 You need to pick someone local. 558 00:23:13,740 --> 00:23:17,047 Amelia can't even decide what's for dinner. 559 00:23:17,091 --> 00:23:19,093 ♪♪ 560 00:23:19,136 --> 00:23:22,096 Maggie -- She doesn't know when it's time for someone to die. 561 00:23:22,139 --> 00:23:27,057 She has a hard time letting them go, so... 562 00:23:27,101 --> 00:23:31,584 At least Alex will pull the plugif I need him to. 563 00:23:31,627 --> 00:23:33,847 ♪♪ 564 00:23:33,890 --> 00:23:36,066 [ Coughs ] Let's just talk 565 00:23:36,110 --> 00:23:38,417 about s-something else, please. 566 00:23:38,460 --> 00:23:40,680 ♪♪ 567 00:23:40,723 --> 00:23:43,596 I'm about to scrub inon a hepatic pregnancy 568 00:23:43,639 --> 00:23:48,296 where the fetusis attached to the liver. 569 00:23:48,339 --> 00:23:50,211 No! Alive? 570 00:23:52,126 --> 00:23:54,694 Ugh. I'm so jealous. 571 00:23:54,737 --> 00:23:56,478 [ Sighs ] 572 00:24:04,747 --> 00:24:06,706 Link:Removing the bone. Rongeur. 573 00:24:06,749 --> 00:24:07,794 Taryn: Careful around the ulnar nerve. 574 00:24:07,837 --> 00:24:09,012 Jackson: You want to take over, Helm? 575 00:24:09,056 --> 00:24:11,188 Dr. J's right. People need sex right now. 576 00:24:11,232 --> 00:24:14,061 [ Chuckles dryly ] More than ever. 577 00:24:14,104 --> 00:24:15,454 It's therapeutic. 578 00:24:15,497 --> 00:24:17,020 What if you live in a house 579 00:24:17,064 --> 00:24:19,240 that's like Los AngelesInternational Airport 580 00:24:19,283 --> 00:24:20,720 on Thanksgiving Day? 581 00:24:20,763 --> 00:24:23,113 Your flight is delayed,and there's no place to sit. 582 00:24:23,157 --> 00:24:25,159 The bathrooms are disgusting. 583 00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:28,031 Forget regular sex.You don't even want to eat. 584 00:24:28,075 --> 00:24:30,077 Looks like this artery's thrombosed. 585 00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:31,948 Can you fix it?I've got to harvest a vein 586 00:24:31,992 --> 00:24:34,168 and place a graft. 587 00:24:34,211 --> 00:24:35,517 Take a little bit longer, but, yeah. 588 00:24:35,561 --> 00:24:37,258 I'm in. 589 00:24:37,301 --> 00:24:40,174 I fear the night at Meredith'shouse like a medieval villager. 590 00:24:40,217 --> 00:24:41,392 [ Chuckles ] 591 00:24:41,436 --> 00:24:43,177 Vessel loops. 592 00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,613 [ Monitor beeps ] 593 00:24:44,657 --> 00:24:45,701 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 594 00:24:47,442 --> 00:24:50,837 Koracick: "Mama Ortiz"? 595 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,534 Mama Ortiz: Better thanthe one you suggested. 596 00:24:52,578 --> 00:24:56,016 Uh, fine. Can you tell me why you're not, uh, in the ER? 597 00:24:56,059 --> 00:24:58,018 Jensen is on Discharges. 598 00:24:58,061 --> 00:25:01,500 Yeah, Jensen quit aftertwo hours, and so did Stewart. 599 00:25:01,543 --> 00:25:04,328 Okay, well, why hasn't Mrs., uh, Cooley 600 00:25:04,372 --> 00:25:05,591 been discharged? 601 00:25:05,634 --> 00:25:07,593 I decidednot to discharge her. 602 00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:08,898 Her chart is a mess. 603 00:25:08,942 --> 00:25:12,206 Hand-off communicationhas been nonexistent. 604 00:25:12,249 --> 00:25:15,209 She's supposed to be dischargedto Hillridge Nursing Facility? 605 00:25:15,252 --> 00:25:16,645 You ever heard of it? I -- 606 00:25:16,689 --> 00:25:20,170 Yeah, 17 new Covid cases,19 deaths. 607 00:25:20,214 --> 00:25:21,607 Okay, the-these are all things that can be discussed 608 00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:22,738 with her doctor. 609 00:25:22,782 --> 00:25:24,261 Great. I would love that. 610 00:25:24,305 --> 00:25:25,306 Where is Dr. Grey? 611 00:25:25,349 --> 00:25:27,656 Koracick:Look, Dr. Grey is -- 612 00:25:27,700 --> 00:25:28,788 She's off today. 613 00:25:28,831 --> 00:25:30,398 Look, your diligencehas been noted, 614 00:25:30,441 --> 00:25:31,878 but these areextraordinary times. 615 00:25:31,921 --> 00:25:33,749 Let's not forget that we'rein the middle of a pandemic. 616 00:25:33,793 --> 00:25:35,882 I haven't forgotten. 617 00:25:35,925 --> 00:25:38,754 Before med school, I spent 20 years as a social worker. 618 00:25:38,798 --> 00:25:40,539 I was there through H1N1. 619 00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:42,671 And I know that people deserve better. 620 00:25:42,715 --> 00:25:44,543 Especially in a pandemic. 621 00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:46,806 So I'm not discharging her. 622 00:25:46,849 --> 00:25:48,459 Have Dr. Grey call me. 623 00:25:50,157 --> 00:25:52,202 Someone's messing with me, right? 624 00:25:52,246 --> 00:25:54,770 We got a 26-weeker attached to the liver? Still viable? 625 00:25:54,814 --> 00:25:57,991 Come see for yourself.Liver's exposed. 626 00:25:58,034 --> 00:25:59,035 Carina: Wow. 627 00:25:59,079 --> 00:26:01,864 Hello there, little one. 628 00:26:01,908 --> 00:26:03,300 Okay, let'sgo through it again. 629 00:26:03,344 --> 00:26:05,955 The placenta has left the liver extremely friable. 630 00:26:05,999 --> 00:26:09,132 We cut. We get the baby out. We leave the placenta intact. 631 00:26:09,176 --> 00:26:11,004 Otherwise, she could bleed out.Which she will not. 632 00:26:11,047 --> 00:26:14,398 Everyone in this roomneeds a little joy. 633 00:26:14,442 --> 00:26:15,617 [ Suction gurgling ] 634 00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:16,923 Ready?Ready. 635 00:26:16,966 --> 00:26:19,447 Weirdest C-section I've ever done. 636 00:26:19,490 --> 00:26:21,492 Also ready.Bailey: Here we go. 637 00:26:21,536 --> 00:26:23,146 Cutting into the amniotic sac. 638 00:26:23,190 --> 00:26:28,543 ♪♪ 639 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:30,066 Jo: Clamps for the umbilical cord. 640 00:26:30,110 --> 00:26:31,372 Heavy scissors. 641 00:26:33,243 --> 00:26:35,028 Thanks. 642 00:26:35,071 --> 00:26:39,032 ♪♪ 643 00:26:39,075 --> 00:26:41,556 I'm not seeing any movement. 644 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,340 Hayes:Prepare to intubate immediately. 645 00:26:43,384 --> 00:26:49,651 ♪♪ 646 00:26:49,695 --> 00:26:51,522 Where is all this blood coming from? 647 00:26:51,566 --> 00:26:53,437 Oh, theright hepatic artery. 648 00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:54,482 More suction. 649 00:26:54,525 --> 00:26:55,744 How's Luna? 650 00:26:55,788 --> 00:26:57,267 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 651 00:26:57,311 --> 00:26:59,487 Apgar 2, maybe 3. 652 00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:01,968 Hayes: Still trying to get the tube in. Come on. 653 00:27:02,011 --> 00:27:03,447 Come on, come on, come -- 654 00:27:03,491 --> 00:27:04,492 I'm in. 655 00:27:04,535 --> 00:27:06,146 Bag her, please. 656 00:27:06,189 --> 00:27:10,193 ♪♪ 657 00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:12,065 Okay, we need to get her up to the unit as fast as possible. 658 00:27:12,108 --> 00:27:13,457 Go. 659 00:27:13,501 --> 00:27:19,115 ♪♪ 660 00:27:19,159 --> 00:27:21,204 Ready, let's go, let's go, let's go, come on. 661 00:27:21,248 --> 00:27:22,945 More lap pads, more. 662 00:27:22,989 --> 00:27:24,207 More, more -- 663 00:27:24,251 --> 00:27:25,731 We should resect the right lobe. 664 00:27:25,774 --> 00:27:28,690 No, that could leadto liver failure. No. 665 00:27:28,734 --> 00:27:31,258 Then we put her on dialysis and get her on the transplant list. 666 00:27:31,301 --> 00:27:33,477 That's not as easyas it used to be. Hold on. 667 00:27:33,521 --> 00:27:35,001 I'm not gonna let her die before she sees her kid. 668 00:27:35,044 --> 00:27:36,611 Clamp. 669 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,700 Hold on! Hold on! 670 00:27:38,744 --> 00:27:42,486 ♪♪ 671 00:27:42,530 --> 00:27:44,793 Bailey? 672 00:27:44,837 --> 00:27:46,752 Okay. Okay, do it. 673 00:27:46,795 --> 00:27:48,623 Bovie. 674 00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:55,108 ♪♪ 675 00:27:55,151 --> 00:28:01,462 ♪♪ 676 00:28:01,505 --> 00:28:03,725 [ Video call ringing ] 677 00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:07,381 ♪♪ 678 00:28:07,424 --> 00:28:11,080 [ Tablet beeping ] 679 00:28:11,124 --> 00:28:12,865 Meredith: You look like crap. 680 00:28:12,908 --> 00:28:14,388 Look who's talking. 681 00:28:14,431 --> 00:28:17,608 I got a 26-week-old baby looks stronger than you. 682 00:28:17,652 --> 00:28:20,655 Liver baby? Mm-hmm. 683 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:22,701 So, I hear you're looking for a POA. 684 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:24,180 Are you here to volunteer? 685 00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:26,052 I am cold, calculating, 686 00:28:26,095 --> 00:28:29,098 couldn't care less about you or your kids, so... 687 00:28:29,142 --> 00:28:31,884 Everyone is family. I don't want to do that to them. 688 00:28:31,927 --> 00:28:33,537 Then don't. Write down on paper 689 00:28:33,581 --> 00:28:35,148 what you want, every last detail, 690 00:28:35,191 --> 00:28:36,802 and then choose someone who'll defend it. 691 00:28:36,845 --> 00:28:38,760 The people who love you the most, you know, 692 00:28:38,804 --> 00:28:40,849 they're going to beg them to dosomething, anything to save you. 693 00:28:40,893 --> 00:28:44,244 So choose someone who'll choose you, 694 00:28:44,287 --> 00:28:45,767 over and over again. 695 00:28:45,811 --> 00:28:47,595 Is that what you didfor your wife? 696 00:28:47,638 --> 00:28:50,163 Uh, no -- knew better than that. 697 00:28:50,206 --> 00:28:52,774 But her sister followed every last wish that Abi wanted, 698 00:28:52,818 --> 00:28:56,430 no matter how much we all hated it. 699 00:28:56,473 --> 00:28:58,911 Go on, get some rest. 700 00:28:58,954 --> 00:29:02,523 I'm afraid... 701 00:29:02,566 --> 00:29:06,962 If I fall asleep... 702 00:29:07,006 --> 00:29:09,356 I'm afraidI might not wake up. 703 00:29:09,399 --> 00:29:13,664 ♪♪ 704 00:29:13,708 --> 00:29:16,450 Everyone's scared of you, Grey. You know that? 705 00:29:16,493 --> 00:29:18,887 It's 'cause you're fierce. 706 00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:20,802 You've got teeth, grit. 707 00:29:20,846 --> 00:29:22,021 You fight to the bloody death 708 00:29:22,064 --> 00:29:24,458 about the stupidest, little things. 709 00:29:24,501 --> 00:29:26,808 ♪♪ 710 00:29:26,852 --> 00:29:29,680 This virus has got nothing on you. 711 00:29:29,724 --> 00:29:35,556 ♪♪ 712 00:29:35,599 --> 00:29:37,297 [ Video call ends ] 713 00:29:37,340 --> 00:29:42,693 ♪♪ 714 00:29:48,308 --> 00:29:50,745 Link: We successfully removed the bone fragment 715 00:29:50,789 --> 00:29:52,703 and removed a blood clot from your artery. 716 00:29:52,747 --> 00:29:54,618 Jackson: And fortunately, the nerve was intact. 717 00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:56,142 You're not gonna get your feeling back immediately, 718 00:29:56,185 --> 00:29:58,274 but we're confident you will over the next few months. 719 00:29:58,318 --> 00:30:01,930 And you still have your hand. Thehand. 720 00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:03,584 We'll get you an occupational therapist, 721 00:30:03,627 --> 00:30:05,716 go through some exercises to help you in your recovery. 722 00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:07,457 Manoj: I have my own regimen. 723 00:30:07,501 --> 00:30:10,417 I exercise my hands five hours a week. 724 00:30:11,679 --> 00:30:13,246 Jackson: Maybe you could justtake your time 725 00:30:13,289 --> 00:30:16,902 with whatever your... regular routine is. 726 00:30:16,945 --> 00:30:18,904 You want to know my secret, don't you? 727 00:30:18,947 --> 00:30:20,209 Nah, I think we're good.Nah, no thanks. 728 00:30:20,253 --> 00:30:24,083 Taryn: Yes. I do, please,tha-thank you, mm-hmm. 729 00:30:24,126 --> 00:30:27,434 Manoj:I ask my clients what they want. 730 00:30:27,477 --> 00:30:29,697 And I listen. 731 00:30:29,740 --> 00:30:35,790 ♪♪ 732 00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:37,879 [ Knock on door ] 733 00:30:41,665 --> 00:30:43,842 Koracick: Your plan worked. 734 00:30:43,885 --> 00:30:45,756 Excuse me?Well, you had to know 735 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:47,410 I'm not the man for this job. 736 00:30:47,454 --> 00:30:49,064 Those kids are terrified. 737 00:30:49,108 --> 00:30:50,544 At least the oneswho haven't already quit. 738 00:30:50,587 --> 00:30:51,937 And the ones who stayedhave no idea what they're doing 739 00:30:51,980 --> 00:30:53,590 and I have no idea how to show them. 740 00:30:53,634 --> 00:30:55,027 Or you just don't want to. 741 00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:56,332 Maybe you're unaware 742 00:30:56,376 --> 00:30:58,030 because it's alwayscome naturally to you, 743 00:30:58,073 --> 00:31:00,728 but teaching the waythat you do it, it's a gift. 744 00:31:00,771 --> 00:31:03,035 It's not a talent we all have. 745 00:31:03,078 --> 00:31:04,297 Amelia Shepherd said 746 00:31:04,340 --> 00:31:07,474 that you were the best teacher she ever had. 747 00:31:07,517 --> 00:31:09,693 That's why I gave you the job. 748 00:31:09,737 --> 00:31:11,913 I teach neurosurgeonshow to cut. 749 00:31:11,957 --> 00:31:16,657 I don't teach kidshow to walk through a pandemic. 750 00:31:16,700 --> 00:31:18,267 I can't give themwhat they need right now. 751 00:31:18,311 --> 00:31:19,965 [ John Legend's "Never Break" playing ] 752 00:31:20,008 --> 00:31:21,575 You can. 753 00:31:21,618 --> 00:31:23,446 ♪♪ 754 00:31:23,490 --> 00:31:24,665 [ Door closes ] 755 00:31:24,708 --> 00:31:27,668 ♪ We got a good thing, babe 756 00:31:27,711 --> 00:31:29,975 ♪ Whenever life is hard 757 00:31:30,018 --> 00:31:31,193 Amelia: Hi.♪ We'll never lose our way 758 00:31:31,237 --> 00:31:33,500 Link: I basically showered in sanitizer, 759 00:31:33,543 --> 00:31:36,285 but better safe than sorry, right? 760 00:31:36,329 --> 00:31:38,461 How was your surgery? 761 00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:41,247 Well, it was a crush injury to the hand. 762 00:31:41,290 --> 00:31:44,815 The patient was some sort of sex therapist. 763 00:31:44,859 --> 00:31:48,036 Apparently he's very well-known for helping women 764 00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:51,431 achieve their goals 37 times. 765 00:31:51,474 --> 00:31:53,955 ♪ And I've never been 766 00:31:53,999 --> 00:31:56,958 Like, in one sitting?♪ We know how the story ends 767 00:31:57,002 --> 00:31:59,091 It was advertised as one event, yes. 768 00:31:59,134 --> 00:32:00,657 ♪ We will never break 769 00:32:00,701 --> 00:32:02,964 ♪ Built on a foundation 770 00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:06,098 [ Sniffling ]♪ Strong enough to stay 771 00:32:06,141 --> 00:32:07,838 I'm so sorry.♪ We will never break 772 00:32:07,882 --> 00:32:09,449 No, no, I'm sorry. 773 00:32:09,492 --> 00:32:12,974 ♪ As the water rises and the mountains shake ♪ 774 00:32:13,018 --> 00:32:14,889 I don't -- I don't think I know what's wrong. 775 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:17,239 Meredith is still in the hospital. 776 00:32:17,283 --> 00:32:19,676 And the kids are all waiting forme to tell them that everythingis going to be fine, 777 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:22,984 but I just keep turning aroundand wondering who the person is 778 00:32:23,028 --> 00:32:25,944 who is going to tellyou and me that. 779 00:32:25,987 --> 00:32:27,815 I'm so tired... [sniffles] 780 00:32:27,858 --> 00:32:29,991 ...that I don't evenrecognize myself. 781 00:32:30,035 --> 00:32:32,341 I-I don't even know what pants are. 782 00:32:32,385 --> 00:32:35,431 There's a global medical crisisgoing on, and I can't even help. 783 00:32:35,475 --> 00:32:37,738 And I can't turn my brain offwith a glass of winelike normal people. 784 00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:40,132 I'm -- I'm, uh --I'm going to explode. 785 00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:41,872 ♪ Of what love really means 786 00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:44,310 You want me to take the kids? 787 00:32:44,353 --> 00:32:45,398 They're asleep. 788 00:32:45,441 --> 00:32:47,617 ♪ It's 1 1 = 3 789 00:32:47,661 --> 00:32:50,055 Okay.♪ When we talk about forever 790 00:32:50,098 --> 00:32:52,013 How about you tell me what you want... 791 00:32:52,057 --> 00:32:53,667 ♪ Then forever's what we mean 792 00:32:53,710 --> 00:32:55,495 ...and I will get it for you. Anything. 793 00:32:55,538 --> 00:32:59,281 ♪ So I'm not worried about us and I've never been ♪ 794 00:32:59,325 --> 00:33:01,153 37 times? 795 00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:03,329 Oh.♪ No matter what may come our way ♪ 796 00:33:03,372 --> 00:33:04,895 That's what you want? 797 00:33:04,939 --> 00:33:06,941 I just need to feel something 798 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:09,857 other thanoverwhelming despair. 799 00:33:09,900 --> 00:33:12,686 Ah.♪ Built on a foundation 800 00:33:12,729 --> 00:33:14,035 I was at the hospital. I-I -- 801 00:33:14,079 --> 00:33:15,471 ♪ Stronger than the pain 802 00:33:15,515 --> 00:33:17,038 I was planning on keeping my distance 803 00:33:17,082 --> 00:33:18,997 until I could get tested. 804 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:21,129 Well, who says we can'tdo this six feet apart? 805 00:33:21,173 --> 00:33:23,958 ♪ And the mountains shake 806 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:26,700 ♪ Our love will remain 807 00:33:26,743 --> 00:33:30,051 ♪ We will never 808 00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:32,358 ♪ Nah, nah, never 809 00:33:32,401 --> 00:33:35,970 ♪ Nooooo 810 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:38,668 [ Exhales deeply ] 811 00:33:38,712 --> 00:33:40,279 Woman: [ over P.A. ] Dr. Leon, call the blood bank. 812 00:33:40,322 --> 00:33:42,498 Dr. Leon, call the blood bank. 813 00:33:42,542 --> 00:33:45,719 ♪♪ 814 00:33:45,762 --> 00:33:47,329 Hey, um... 815 00:33:47,373 --> 00:33:51,246 Do you have time to let me buyyou a-a bad cup of coffee or...? 816 00:33:51,290 --> 00:33:54,336 I'm sorrywe haven't talked a lot. I -- 817 00:33:54,380 --> 00:33:57,122 The past few months haven'tbeen easy for me and for -- 818 00:33:57,165 --> 00:33:59,776 Oh, I've been having a-a grand time. 819 00:33:59,820 --> 00:34:02,866 Tom, I --Teddy, what would be really great 820 00:34:02,910 --> 00:34:07,523 is if, uh, you weren't here right now. 821 00:34:07,567 --> 00:34:10,744 Because you broke me again 822 00:34:10,787 --> 00:34:13,007 and I still love you. 823 00:34:13,051 --> 00:34:15,705 But I got to get over you because [Laughs] 824 00:34:15,749 --> 00:34:17,577 I've had enough misery for one life. 825 00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:22,190 Owen: [ Sighs ]Just the man I was looking for. 826 00:34:22,234 --> 00:34:24,192 Great. What now? 827 00:34:24,236 --> 00:34:26,151 You tested positive for Covid-19. 828 00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:28,196 [ Chuckles ] Funny. Kick a man when he's down. 829 00:34:28,240 --> 00:34:30,242 14-day quarantine. Hospital policy. 830 00:34:30,285 --> 00:34:32,157 Contact tracing teamwill be in touch. 831 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:33,636 [ Scoffs ] 832 00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:35,899 I'm -- No, I'm not symptomatic.Go home, Tom. 833 00:34:35,943 --> 00:34:37,292 Don't stop at the store.Just go home. 834 00:34:37,336 --> 00:34:41,775 Stay home. Try not to [Sighs]infect anyone else. 835 00:34:43,777 --> 00:34:45,213 Maybe you shouldput your mask back on. 836 00:34:46,867 --> 00:34:48,782 Right. Um... 837 00:34:48,825 --> 00:34:51,437 [ Siren wails in distance ] 838 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,395 [ Indistinct conversations ] 839 00:34:59,445 --> 00:35:02,056 [ Video call ringing ] 840 00:35:10,195 --> 00:35:12,110 [ Cellphone clicks ] 841 00:35:12,153 --> 00:35:13,807 [ Cellphone hums ] 842 00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:16,984 Winston: God, it's good to see your -- 843 00:35:17,027 --> 00:35:19,639 W-What's wrong? 844 00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:21,162 [ Voice breaking ] I don't know how much longer I can do this. 845 00:35:21,206 --> 00:35:22,424 [ Sobs ] 846 00:35:22,468 --> 00:35:26,559 53 people. 847 00:35:26,602 --> 00:35:28,038 That's how many have died on my watch 848 00:35:28,082 --> 00:35:30,737 since this thing started. 53. 849 00:35:30,780 --> 00:35:33,957 And most of them have been Black women, so that means -- 850 00:35:34,001 --> 00:35:37,091 The same thing's happening here. 851 00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:38,614 Everywhere. 852 00:35:38,658 --> 00:35:41,748 I lost a patient this morning. 853 00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:45,012 Rosalie Lewis. 854 00:35:45,055 --> 00:35:46,883 She was so funny. 855 00:35:46,927 --> 00:35:49,190 She, um... 856 00:35:49,234 --> 00:35:51,671 She thanked me every single timeI came in to check on her, 857 00:35:51,714 --> 00:35:55,327 and... 858 00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:58,068 watching her talk to her daughter on the phone, 859 00:35:58,112 --> 00:36:02,334 it reminded me of the way that my mom used to talk to me. 860 00:36:02,377 --> 00:36:03,726 I never thought the day would come 861 00:36:03,770 --> 00:36:05,467 when it would feel like a privilege 862 00:36:05,511 --> 00:36:10,124 to have held my mother's hand while she died. 863 00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:12,387 I'm so sorry. 864 00:36:12,431 --> 00:36:15,085 Rosalie deserved a better death than this. 865 00:36:15,129 --> 00:36:18,176 She deserved to not be a statistic. 866 00:36:18,219 --> 00:36:20,265 ♪♪ 867 00:36:20,308 --> 00:36:23,790 I know. 868 00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:26,401 [ Crying ] And I'm scared for my sister. 869 00:36:26,445 --> 00:36:30,971 I'm -- I'm -- I'm -- I'm tryingso hard not to be scared, but... 870 00:36:31,014 --> 00:36:34,104 I'm scared. 871 00:36:34,148 --> 00:36:35,497 [ Sighs ] 872 00:36:35,541 --> 00:36:42,287 ♪♪ 873 00:36:42,330 --> 00:36:44,637 [ Monitor beeping ] 874 00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:46,769 Hi, Luna. 875 00:36:46,813 --> 00:36:49,076 Hi. 876 00:36:49,119 --> 00:36:50,947 Your mommy is asleep right now, 877 00:36:50,991 --> 00:36:54,429 but she is gonna be so excited to meet you. 878 00:36:57,171 --> 00:36:58,477 See? 879 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:01,219 Joy.[ Chuckles ] Yeah. 880 00:37:01,262 --> 00:37:06,049 She developed in a liverand was born in a pandemic. 881 00:37:06,093 --> 00:37:09,836 She is a survivor. 882 00:37:09,879 --> 00:37:14,232 Your work these last few days hasn't gone unnoticed. 883 00:37:14,275 --> 00:37:16,103 Thank you. 884 00:37:16,146 --> 00:37:18,105 ♪♪ 885 00:37:18,148 --> 00:37:21,500 Meredith has to be okay, Bailey. 886 00:37:21,543 --> 00:37:24,285 She has to be okay. 887 00:37:24,329 --> 00:37:27,984 ♪ In the rising wind where the black waves call ♪ 888 00:37:28,028 --> 00:37:30,160 ♪♪ 889 00:37:30,204 --> 00:37:33,990 ♪ To the bones of ships on the ocean floor ♪ 890 00:37:34,034 --> 00:37:36,036 This feels like payback. 891 00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:37,603 Meredith: Damn right it is.♪ To your hopeless heart left on the shore ♪ 892 00:37:37,646 --> 00:37:39,300 And you're sureyou want me to have your POA 893 00:37:39,344 --> 00:37:41,824 and not Maggie or Amelia? 894 00:37:41,868 --> 00:37:45,437 You've known me my whole life. 895 00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:47,700 You're the only one I can trust 896 00:37:47,743 --> 00:37:50,703 to pull the plug if my brain is gone. 897 00:37:50,746 --> 00:37:52,531 I'll do every damn thingI can first. 898 00:37:52,574 --> 00:37:54,315 I know you will. 899 00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:55,882 ♪ And when your prayer's unheardand you don't believe ♪ 900 00:37:55,925 --> 00:37:59,189 And you -- you don't wantto be put on a vent? 901 00:37:59,233 --> 00:38:01,061 [ Coughs ]♪ So put your faith in the deviland the deep blue sea ♪ 902 00:38:01,104 --> 00:38:04,151 There's a shortage. I don't want to take one 903 00:38:04,194 --> 00:38:06,327 from somebody who needs it. 904 00:38:06,371 --> 00:38:08,155 What if that someone's you? 905 00:38:08,198 --> 00:38:10,462 [ Coughs ]♪ There's a darkness up ahead 906 00:38:10,505 --> 00:38:13,334 It's not. Not yet. 907 00:38:13,378 --> 00:38:14,988 My kids need me. 908 00:38:15,031 --> 00:38:17,860 We all need you.♪ I will see you 909 00:38:17,904 --> 00:38:21,342 ♪ Where the shadow ends 910 00:38:21,386 --> 00:38:26,608 ♪ Cross the badlands to rise again ♪ 911 00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:28,175 [ Door closes ] 912 00:38:28,218 --> 00:38:31,352 They're ready for you.♪ I will see you 913 00:38:31,396 --> 00:38:35,443 ♪ Where the shadow ends 914 00:38:35,487 --> 00:38:41,971 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead 915 00:38:42,015 --> 00:38:45,410 ♪ I will see you 916 00:38:45,453 --> 00:38:48,804 ♪ Where the shadow ends 917 00:38:48,848 --> 00:38:51,111 ♪ Cross the badlands to rise again ♪ 918 00:38:51,154 --> 00:38:53,809 Meredith: They say following the rules saves lives. 919 00:38:53,853 --> 00:38:56,072 Richard: When you decided to go to med school, 920 00:38:56,116 --> 00:38:58,553 you had dreams of a career. 921 00:38:58,597 --> 00:39:00,642 I know this isn't it. 922 00:39:00,686 --> 00:39:02,340 It's not mine either. 923 00:39:02,383 --> 00:39:04,385 I want to be in an OR. 924 00:39:04,429 --> 00:39:08,258 I want to be cutting. 925 00:39:08,302 --> 00:39:12,654 I want to hold my patient's hand, skin to skin. 926 00:39:12,698 --> 00:39:15,440 I want to meet their loved ones. 927 00:39:15,483 --> 00:39:19,531 I want to be in the before. 928 00:39:19,574 --> 00:39:22,316 But the before is gone. 929 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:24,144 We're in the now. 930 00:39:24,187 --> 00:39:28,322 And people are looking to us to guide them through it. 931 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:30,019 And we will. 932 00:39:30,063 --> 00:39:32,500 I'll teach you the jobs that need to get done. 933 00:39:32,544 --> 00:39:36,461 I will make sure that you learn as much as you can. 934 00:39:36,504 --> 00:39:39,289 And we'll be okay. 935 00:39:39,333 --> 00:39:41,640 We'll get through this together. 936 00:39:41,683 --> 00:39:44,773 ♪♪ 937 00:39:44,817 --> 00:39:46,209 Meredith: But what happens 938 00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:48,821 when life suddenly changes the game entirely? 939 00:39:48,864 --> 00:39:52,128 ♪ Where the shadow ends 940 00:39:52,172 --> 00:39:56,742 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead 941 00:39:56,785 --> 00:39:58,570 [ Seagulls crying ] 942 00:39:58,613 --> 00:40:01,964 ♪ I will see you 943 00:40:02,008 --> 00:40:05,228 ♪ Where the shadow ends 944 00:40:05,272 --> 00:40:13,976 ♪♪ 945 00:40:14,020 --> 00:40:15,543 What happens when you find yourself 946 00:40:15,587 --> 00:40:17,632 walking on totally new ground? 947 00:40:17,676 --> 00:40:19,460 You could walk, too, you know! 948 00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:21,506 Wouldn't make a difference!Why not?! 949 00:40:21,549 --> 00:40:24,596 Because the sand isn't real,Meredith! 950 00:40:24,639 --> 00:40:29,992 ♪♪ 951 00:40:30,036 --> 00:40:35,389 ♪♪ 952 00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:38,784 ♪ Where the shadow ends 953 00:40:38,827 --> 00:40:45,486 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead 954 00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:48,837 ♪ I will see you 955 00:40:48,881 --> 00:40:52,232 [ Derek laughing ]♪ Where the shadow ends 956 00:40:52,275 --> 00:40:53,625 ♪ I can see a lighthouse through the smoke ♪ 957 00:40:53,668 --> 00:40:55,148 You said it wasn't real! 958 00:40:55,191 --> 00:40:57,106 ♪ Everything is lost, I know 959 00:40:57,150 --> 00:40:58,151 Ugh, I hate you! 960 00:40:58,194 --> 00:41:01,154 You love me.God knows I love you. 961 00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:03,852 ♪ I can hear the breaking of the dawn ♪ 962 00:41:03,896 --> 00:41:05,463 I'll be right here when you're ready. 963 00:41:05,506 --> 00:41:07,813 ♪ Can you see the broken rays of light ♪ 964 00:41:07,856 --> 00:41:09,771 I wish I knew. 965 00:41:09,815 --> 00:41:12,382 ♪ Caught into the dead of night ♪ 966 00:41:12,426 --> 00:41:15,516 [ Laughs ]♪ And I know that I'll see you again ♪ 967 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:18,476 ♪ Where the shadow ends 968 00:41:27,572 --> 00:41:30,531 --Captions by VITAC-- 969 00:41:30,575 --> 00:41:38,844 ♪♪ 970 00:41:38,887 --> 00:41:47,156 ♪♪ 971 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:55,295 ♪♪ 972 00:42:00,605 --> 00:42:02,650 ♪♪